Dreamcore

In my dream I was running
Drowning in balloons
And I didn't mind
It all was in a pool
The relief came crushing
There was no one to help
I thought I was dying
Dying the happiest

I discovered recently I didn't quite live reality
It's just online or in my head that doesn't serve calamities
Actions outside of me cause too much a fallacy
I will fight for settling them accounts with corporality

And in my dream I was happy
Vivid colors pierced my eyes
I collapsed through the playground
I woke up colorblind
I won't leave my room, call it
My protest for today
But I know
I know what they insist on being real is faker than inside my head

I can always leave from here
But there's nothing awaits me on the other side
And the harsh (harsh) feeling's creeping near
I'd like to be there till the end of time

And in my dream I was medicated
I was the only sane
Now it's hard to separate it
What was real from what I dreamt
But in my dream I belonged somewhere
I had a home
Tell me this, tell me point blank
I'm just tangled up in the dreamcore

Somebody's having the best day of their life today
Somebody's having the worst day of their life today
But probably I'm having the nothing off my life today
Just got so bored and went daydreaming yet here comes another day

But one thing I know for sure
I know what they insist on being real is faker than inside my head