Good Enough

You know
Sometimes I just
Never feel good enough

To keep it real
I'm gunna have to be real honest
Growing up with just a mom
Not really knowing bout the father

It was harder Getting older
Thinking was it all my fault
Born and wasn't breathing
Dad was gone just like my beat had stopped

Never good enough
No matter where I'm at
No matter who I'm with
Feel like my heart is always crushed
Can't even see my oldest kid

Momma took advantage
Twenty one was seventeen
Still looking for myself
Per pressure is a youthful thief

Pleasing every woman
Can't feel my body losing sight
Can't find my soul
Mistakes seems like I just can't get it right

I got an ex wife
Two baby mommas
Three kids I've let them down
My wife YHWH has given sometimes
I'm not around

Keeping my head to the ground
Life is short
I be to grumpy and grouchy
And smiling sometimes to me feels like a sport

Cold sweats I be toss and turning sleeping at night
Didn't have to many friends
Wasn't black enough
My skin was to bright

Hating on me twice
My momma is white
Stabbed me in the back
There's wholes from pulling out all them knives

Never good enough
Why did God even have to keep alive
Am I just a waste of talent
Am I just a wast of time

But I know I can thrive
With Jesus Christ on my side
Bringing light from the darkness
And giving sight to the blind

Gave me a gift im standing bold
The world trys to turn me cold
I'm acting with great boldness
Second Corinthians seven four

For when the timing is right
The Lord will have me standing bright
Only scratches and scares
The world could never stop my shine

Never good enough
Could never please the old man
But I am good enough for Christ
I put my life in his hand

We've all been so low
Emotions take you on a stroll
Collecting a mind frame
That you thought had been sewed

A Knock on the door
Unlock the chain
Yeshuas more then a teacher homie
Takes faith the size of a grain

Now I'm loving unashamed
Controlling not to complain
Christ conquers all
For if we love we maintain

Knowledge and wisdom to gain
I pray the heaven clear the evil
Yeah
Through YHWH's hands he'll make it reign



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Writer(s): Deveon Reynolds
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