Cargo

Take it all day with the lights on
Driving down the hill with my brights on
Never ask nigga thoughts want it my way get in the motherfucking car
Or hit the highway
What would you do if you could have it all?
All I ever wanted was a friend to call
You sure about the answer? Ask the audience
She came alone without her thicky thottie hottie friends
99 problems I'm the bitch and the one
I took everything I love and now I do it for funds
I haven't had a chance at immortality
Dreams are tied by the weight of their reality

This is my toast for the douche bags
This is my toast for the assholes
This is my toast for the scumbags
Every single one of them that I know

Every single one of them that I know

I want it with the lights on
Got these fish nets yeah boy I got these tights on
And you know you you're the right one
What's the maneuver?
Bank account looking like I bought the über

How much it cost to be your whole self fully?
Why waste your time treating people so fucking cruelly?
Oh I'm an asshole? What's the basis?

Mother fucker well all your friends are racist

Now you're crying asking me why'd I go there
It doesn't matter you treated me like you don't care
To share your time
What's yours is mine
I cut you off
The stars align
Will it kill me?
Am I close?
Do you premeditate the pain before you ghost
Do the things I meant to do scare me the most?
Do the things I meant to do scare me the most?

Will it kill me?
Will it kill me?
Will it kill me?
Will it kill me?
Will it kill me?

I want it with the lights on
Got these fish nets yeah boy I got these tights on
And you know you you're the right one
What's the maneuver?
Bank account looking like I...
Hold up

You know that'll always love you and I'll die before I leave you
It kills me a bit each day that I won't be the one to please you
A camera without the pictures or pimp without his bitches
I'm talking to motherboard but it's all shit cause she's got glitches
I know I'm weird
It makes it really hard to love me

I'll never betray my heart and god's the only one who'll judge me
Te quiero hasta los huesos
I just want you to be happy
When an ax cuts the tree the bark gets sticky cause it's sappy
Edgar Allen Poe
It's dark and it's melancholy
Like a dream from years ago the details grow foggy prolly

It's seeping out of my pores
Can't get grip
My hands are sweaty
The catalyst of colossal catastrophe
I wasn't ready
"Wait wait", you said
This doesn't make any sense
What gave you the idea we could be more than friends?
I want to say so much
I love you
There I said it
I promise not to repeat it
Just promise you won't forget it
It seems a bit absurd
When you pretended not to notice, love blinded me
My vision was blurry and out of focus
I deserve everything you're incapable of giving
Vulnerability is the art that make my life worth even living

You'll never be able to replace me
Like my presences
My absences will be weighed and carried greatly
I'm grateful for my mistakes
They are my blessings and my lessons
For music to give the pain a polish and worth expressing
So thank you
For ones who doubted and held me back
For the whites who told me that I was worthless because I'm black
I'm not my pain
I'm the power that allows me to overcome it
I'm not my past
I'm my present my future view from the summit
My worth is not affected by your incapacity to see it
My mind is only free cause I've decided I can free it
Your expectations will never equate to my demise
I am not ashamed
I am the truth and like oil I will rise



Credits
Writer(s): Naomi Spence
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