Doctor's Orders

We used to live the same life
All we did was compromised
Of you and I at the lowest lows
When you're always high but nobody knows
It's the little white lies, we tell ourselves
I'm not crazy if I'm not by myself
You helped me get by when I couldn't get well

I'm not smoking anymore
Like we did
When you were so mature
But I was just a kid
Doctor's orders
You gotta sober up
I won't risk me for us
We don't have a sober love

We used to breathe the same air
Eyes closed and unaware
Inhaling smoke, blowing butterflies
Laughing till we choke
On the little white lies
Telling you I'm fine, push it to the highest shelf
Just out of reach enough to forget, and protect myself
I will not lie, it hurt when you fell
I'm not smoking anymore
Like we did
When you were so mature
But I was just a kid
Doctor's orders
You gotta sober up
I won't risk me for us
We don't have a sober love

Everyone I hold
Is looking at me scared
Cause you're such a traitor
But they don't know the cold
They've never dared
Face an upstate winter, ice to the bone
When the wind's so bitter but you hate being home
And you can't chitter chatter so you're always alone
But the glitter glass shatters when I pick up the phone
It's you on the line
But I'm going, and I'm gone for good this time

Don't wait for me
Anymore
I'm not your sanity
Won't be a weapon in the war
You wage against yourself
I hope you get well
I hope you get well

I'm not smoking anymore
Like we did
When you were so mature, I'm sure
But I was just a kid
Doctor's orders
You gotta sober up
I won't risk me for us
We don't have a sober love
Sober love
Doctor's orders
Sober up
Doctor's orders
Sober love
Doctor's orders
Am I sober enough
For sober love
Doctor's orders
Doctor's orders
Doctor's orders



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Writer(s): Isabella Gold
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