The Last Letter

I look up in the sky at night trying to find my way
Cuz all I really know is life never stays the same

Look, Hey mom hey dad it's your son
You named me Zachary my family named me Adam like the first one
So many questions that I'll never get the answers too
Just incase you hear this know it's love still gotta ask a few
Don't know if it's true but if I was the youngest why you leave me with no information so I could find you
Like what did I do?
I love my life but there's so much here that can blind you I'm tryna take my time through
After all this time I thought I'd find peace
Thought we'd meet and I could show you everything and who I came to be
Always been my dream problems with my self esteem
What I'm suppose to act like and what I'm suppose to see when I look in the mirror
Wish my history was clearer but it made me who I am today
Business owner and I rap to help express my pain
Dang, I just shed a tear only fear is the unknown now I'm right here
33 years
Looked up every Giles I could find no sign and it's so clear
You didn't wanna know me find or look for me so I guess my journey ends here
I guess it ends here

I look up at the sky at night trying to find my way
Cuz all I really know is life never stays the same
And I knew one day I would grow to be the man that I'm suppose to
Still I'm flying in the clouds trying to find my way

I always had this dream that I would put you up
Give you everything you couldn't give me when you gave me up
Lately I've been losing sight unmotivated feelin stuck
I would always pray to you when I was down bad on my luck
Had to figure it out
Hope your proud gave me life I'm just livin it out
People said I talked white they get hit in the mouth
What you talkin about
Use to tell ty I need an interview so I can say your name
Fuck the fame Never cared about it
I just wish that I could see your face
If you look like me talk like me walk like me
Put your mind to somethin never stop like me
Even if it never happens know I still found peace
I'll always love you in my heart is where you'll always be
Love me Bobby

I look up at the sky at night trying to find my way
Cuz all I really know is life never stays the same
And I knew one day I would grow to be the man that I'm suppose to
Still I'm flying in the clouds trying to find my way

Uhh, this the last time that I write you gotta say how I feel
I love you marsha Paul Jon rhea you know the deal
Brian too, life I'm livin's been a dream times two
I was loved since the day I flew. in
Prolly before that I've been in good hands
Kinda confused
How did I get here writing to you
Hope that your proud of how I grew
Even if we never meet or speak just know I'll always miss you
Love Bobby