SSRI

"Gotta try to make it through" is just a prophecy
I just wanna be alive without anomaly
Does every laugh or smile need to be a pantomime?
Thought my inner kid and me would have more time
Not enough time

Just when I was thinking I was over it
I forgot to do the laundry now I feel like shit
I'm a victim of a tendency to question reality
While I'm drifting and I'm doubting that I'll ever get back to me
Ever get back to me

Fighting every night just to see if there's a way to be ok, ok
Trying to find whatever I'm doing wrong I just wanna be ok, ok
"Do they know that you're just faking it, you're never enough?
Only good that you can do is just well-timed luck"
I wonder if I'll ever be happy I could settle for ok, just ok right now

Why does every morning hold the weight of the world?
I thought it's cause I'm older but now I'm not sure
Normal people seem to have a plan for their lives
And I'm trying to stay alive

I want to stay alive

Fighting every night just to see if there's a way to be ok, ok
Trying to find whatever I'm doing wrong I just wanna be ok, ok
"What's the point of even trying? You don't know where you're at.
You're gonna mess-up in the future like you did in the past."
Pushing it to try to be happy, I could settle for ok, just ok right now

Never sleep at night, I wanna hope that there's a way to be ok, ok
Hope I find whatever I'm doing wrong I just wanna be ok, ok
"So you're feeling like you're dying when you're sleeping at night,
take this pill with some water kid and you'll be alright."
I think that I can make it to happy
But I'll settle for ok, just ok right now



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Writer(s): Seth Goodwin
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