Situationship

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I know I wasn't always
There
But you know I was there

Seemed too early for the both us
Seemed like we both had a urge for love
Seem like you ready then again it don't
Seem like you pushing me away to go
I don't really know where ya head is at
I don't really care if ya ex is back
I don't really mind if you need some time
Cause I already know that you coming back
We keep goin' in a circle like a cul-de-sac
Trust issues from a haunted past
Running from the pain 'til we out of laps
Then our time elapse 'til square one is back
Now we catching up, on a friends level
Keeping distance to reduce the pressure
Tryna fight the fact that we should be together
Kind of like the fact that it could be whenever
But we never gave shit an honest effort
Tip toe the lines of restoring pleasure
Every time we kick it it be so relaxed
But it's clear to each other what we have is special
Asking questions, what if this 'n that
Why we never tried, who's the blame for that
When we fell apart, how can get it back
Is it too late, where ya mind is at
I don't mind that, is you buying that
Is the cost higher than your heart's budget
Neither one is budging, is that saying somethin', cause we spoke more by saying nothin'
It hurts more when I speak a hundred, but you love it
Got a nigga back cause I never fronted
But we ain't ready for what we discussing, being friends is perfect and you know it

And I hate it when you tell me that you lonely
FaceTime sessions talkin' like we homies, 'til I'm pullin' up
Then we back talkin' 'bout us going nowhere fast
Creeping on my page trying to see where I'm at
Now you big mad
Take it out on me when you throw that ass back
I'm a miss that
Like the conversations, I know that stimulate you more
Cause fuckin you good after that was just a reward
My intent was to love you but someone must take that first step and move on
Sorry baby
Go be great