Chaos

Before your eyes
The world's demise
Can't hide the truth
With a disguise
What comes out
In the dark of night
The evil eye
Descends it's flight
Won't hold together anymore
Clinging to you forevermore
Hurts too much to let it go
But it's tearing me up to keep it so

Falling apart in my hand as the world spins
Creepin up right in the light as the word hits
Slot machine of the mind, carry on what's your pick
Make yourself known 'fore you pull some of this shit

Fire in the night, burned alive, kill the background
Guess there's really truly no going back now
Hit the lights, camera rolling for the TV
Turn it off, tune it out, don't perceive me

Repeat the past, live my fears for someone's enjoyment
Stuck in the shadow of every dark moment
Trauma stings deep like a bomb in the memory
Abandon it all to create my own new way to be

Forget it, leave it there, moving past all that shit
Then why do I keep bringing you right back in?
Every time I think I'm starting to do good
Fall back into everything we never could

I don't think I ever should
Make it out for the world's own good

Before your eyes
The world's demise
Can't hide the truth
With a disguise
What comes out
In the dark of night
The evil eye
Descends it's flight
Won't hold together anymore
Clinging to you forevermore
Hurts too much to let it go
But it's tearing me up to keep it so

Fighting with reality
Forget all I've known
I can't be where I want to be
Can't create it on my own