Hellraiser

If I try
I can get by

But I don't know what I should do when I freak out across the street
Pick my brain up from the asphalt
I can't tell my body to be calmer than it is

And it makes me feel afraid
When I can't say
Whatever helps my brain
To feel ok
And I have to believe that it's enough
To make it through the day
And every second feels like an eternity in wait
Until it passes through my fingers and I can't believe it's here

Rubbing bleach into my scalp
Now on the outside I feel
My hectic mind reflected
And it's nice

Turn it up and burnout my speakers
Hurt me healthy, hurt me gently
Let me suffer, end the torture
Redefine what pleasure can be

Turn it up and burnout my speakers
Hurt me healthy, hurt me gently
Let me suffer, end the torture
Redefine what pleasure can be

And it makes me feel afraid
When I can't say
Whatever helps my brain
To feel ok
And I have to believe that it's enough
To make it through the day
And every second feels like an eternity in wait
Until it passes through my fingers and I can't believe it's here



Credits
Writer(s): Thomas Ng
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