Had To Realize
I'm so sad
But I really think that like I be doing that thing where I be like oh I need space and I never stick to it
And I be wondering why I be like so fucking
Stressed out or going insane
Had to realize that I love her deeply
Had to realize that I'd kill for her easily
Had to realize that even with that shit said, I don't have to be with them
I want them to be happy, even if its not with me, yea
I want them to be happy, even if its not with me
What y'all really know about the last two and half years, nothing
Blocking you for my own peace but I still miss you
I know you miss me too
The two cups have been poured down the drain
Call a plumber from the union
The damage is leaking
Passive aggressiveness through the screen
Feigning attention but she won't get it
Is this what it is or a karmic flame
I don't fucking know the name of this anymore
Going from opening closing the car door to fucking emotionally absent conversations
Somebody go get their daughter
I can't even lie the way we was fucking I thought we'd really be together forever
She asking me why I love her so much
Like I love you, but I really do be needing space sometimes
Yea, I was willing to explain how ever many times she needed it
Is that how should shit be
Thinking contemplating observating
She wasn't used to this love that I give her
Never one to not understand
This shit needs to end right now where it stands
She just finna keep going
No hints in her stopping
Waiting for her to improve and to work on herself but who knows if that shit even happens
Blindly optimistic, hopeless romantic
I got to stop this shit
Told me verbatim she gone make me hate her
Self hate talk and behavior, yea
Had to realize that I love her deeply
Had to realize that I'd kill for her easily
Had to realize that even with that shit said, I don't have to be with them
I want them to be happy, even if its not with me
She asking me why I love her so much
She asking me why I do fucking care
She asking me why I love her so much
She asking me why I do fucking care, yea
It's giving very much dependable, and I don't know how I feel about that
But I really think that like I be doing that thing where I be like oh I need space and I never stick to it
And I be wondering why I be like so fucking
Stressed out or going insane
Had to realize that I love her deeply
Had to realize that I'd kill for her easily
Had to realize that even with that shit said, I don't have to be with them
I want them to be happy, even if its not with me, yea
I want them to be happy, even if its not with me
What y'all really know about the last two and half years, nothing
Blocking you for my own peace but I still miss you
I know you miss me too
The two cups have been poured down the drain
Call a plumber from the union
The damage is leaking
Passive aggressiveness through the screen
Feigning attention but she won't get it
Is this what it is or a karmic flame
I don't fucking know the name of this anymore
Going from opening closing the car door to fucking emotionally absent conversations
Somebody go get their daughter
I can't even lie the way we was fucking I thought we'd really be together forever
She asking me why I love her so much
Like I love you, but I really do be needing space sometimes
Yea, I was willing to explain how ever many times she needed it
Is that how should shit be
Thinking contemplating observating
She wasn't used to this love that I give her
Never one to not understand
This shit needs to end right now where it stands
She just finna keep going
No hints in her stopping
Waiting for her to improve and to work on herself but who knows if that shit even happens
Blindly optimistic, hopeless romantic
I got to stop this shit
Told me verbatim she gone make me hate her
Self hate talk and behavior, yea
Had to realize that I love her deeply
Had to realize that I'd kill for her easily
Had to realize that even with that shit said, I don't have to be with them
I want them to be happy, even if its not with me
She asking me why I love her so much
She asking me why I do fucking care
She asking me why I love her so much
She asking me why I do fucking care, yea
It's giving very much dependable, and I don't know how I feel about that
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Writer(s): Jerrell Reed
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