Hang Up

I don't really want to keep going
Struggling to keep my eyes open
Fighting just to live another moment
What's the point
I don't really want to keep going
Never really asked for my blood to keep flowing
Talking to a god that won't answer any prayer
But they say I'll be alright they tell me just to keep holding
What do they know
They don't know who I am
They don't know what I go through
Don't know where I stand
I'm struggling to feel
Numb the pain and break the seal
I never played my cards
Give me one more deal
Is it worth it I don't know
But I want to let go
Steady trekking down this road
Now it's got a different flow
I knew it long ago
I knew it long ago
What changed

Goin through a struggle
I'm out of my mind
Do I pick up the call
Or do I hit decline
Mind is really testing me
I'm working through this shrine
Hang up the phone
Grab my bag and say goodbye
Goin through a struggle
I'm out of my mind
Do I pick up the call
Or do I hit decline
Mind is really testing me
I'm working through this shrine
Hang up the phone
Grab my bag and say goodbye

Friends are at my door clutching bottles time to go
They say hop in the whip cause the party's out control
All this free booze and there's no one on patrol
Seven cases high and 12 bottles of patron
Getting lit again hope this party never ends
Can't face another sober night I want to keep my friends
Scared to be alone scared to stay at home
But I'm out with the crowd and the feeling seems to float
When I'm numb I'm okay that's why I do it everyday
Chasing all the pain with the pills I get away
Down a handle before I blink but the thoughts start to sink
Push them to the side cuz I came here to drink
People throwing off clothes
No one's going home
Party all night
Another rager set in stone
Get another handle
They're chanting on the band
How did we turn scandals
Got three drinks in my hands

Goin through a struggle
I'm out of my mind
Do I pick up the call
Or do I hit decline
Mind is really testing me
I'm working through this shrine
Hang up the phone
Grab my bag and say goodbye
Goin through a struggle
I'm out of my mind
Do I pick up the call
Or do I hit decline
Mind is really testing me
I'm working through this shrine
Hang up the phone
Grab my bag and say goodbye



Credits
Writer(s): Alexander Radcliff
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