Flying Too Close To The Sun

It's a cycle that I'm still tryna break
Ain't tryna heal just tryna stay entertained
Never do it right feel like I'm living in a maze
And this time flying by so I gotta pick up the pace
But am I running towards something or just running away
From these problems ya these ghosts that been haunting me everyday
From these people that been draining been killing my energy
From these corporations tryna take from what i made
I'll deal with that in the morning thats the motto now
Apologies that I have got to make are way to much to count
Old friends and I can tell they wouldn't love me now
I can understand as it gets harder to love myself
And I ain't cried once in the last two years
Grew numb to the pain almost miss how it feels
And its all building up getting strong enough to kill
Walk around gotta remind myself that I'm real

I'm tryna figure this out on my own
Still don't know where to call home
Thousand different problems tryna end me
Don't trip don't trip just don't fall

It gets hard not to burn your own wings
So much on your mind so much your trying to achieve
Ask yourself if what you want is what you really need
Prioritize your own health and take time to breathe

Tell me who told you that I play
I'll trample anybody to make sure I'm getting paid
Tryna back out on a deal catch a backhand to the face
I make sure the team eat and we all got like four plates
I ain't tripping I ain't tripping its new problems everyday
And I carry it well but that don't mean it ain't got weight
I'm like d-d-d-d-d-d ah my mind it just went blank
Yeah I'm tryna talk with you I cant think of what to say
Yes I know i messed up I gotta switch my ways
And I still got love for you that'll never change
But its at the point where I don't know if you reciprocate
Don't trip Don't trip imma fix it one day

I'm tryna figure this out on my own
Still don't know where to call home
Thousand different problems tryna end me
Don't trip don't trip just don't fall

It gets hard not to go blind
Flying too close to the sun leads to burnout in your life
Your day will come in its own time
Trust the process and protect your own sight

I'm tryna figure this out on my own
Still don't know where to call home
Thousand different problems tryna end me
Don't trip don't trip just don't fall



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Writer(s): Ali'ikai Kala
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