Close My Eyes

I close my eye and I see all the souls I know that they still with me
I can't believe that you letting me go I was hoping you'd feel with me
I can't not lack when I'm up on that road know I'm keeping that steel with me
At war with my demons they creep every night and I feel like they live with me
Know that you left but I pray that you good even though that you out my sight
Tried to keep that shit cool and thug it out for you but god knows I cried at night
And I was your last you living through me so I can't let them take my life
Saying your name in vein but I promise that I'mma make it right

I get on my knees to chat with you but you can't talk back
I been sending voicemails up to god but he don't call back
You know he was doing you wrong why you just ain't fall back
I know that shit hurt but I'm just asking where your all at

And it ain't even hit me until they put you in that dirt
Took a lot of time everyday past I swear it hurt

And that pain it made a nigga everybody get a shirt
And you be on my mind every time I spit a verse
To my girl I hope you hold me down
Ain't nobody breathing ever going to hoe me around
And they say they real but most of them won't be around
Trench baby plenty times I heard them police sound

I don't got no father and I do not need a father figure
I had lost my momma and I never seen a harder hitter
Left me in the dust one day soon I'm gone be father then them
Thinking you the shit but I know I could rock harder denim

And I ain't even get to say my goodbyes
Them same boys talked about me and you stood by
And I got stuff that I used to wish I could buy
And now you gone everyday I wish I could fly

I close my eye and I see all the souls I know that they still with me
I can't believe that you letting me go I was hoping you'd feel with me
I can't not lack when I'm up on that road know I'm keeping that steel with me
At war with my demons they creep every night and I feel like they live with me



Credits
Writer(s): Trey Milford
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