Nihilistic Daydream

My heart still reaches for you
But I stay hidden behind the truth
Spend the whole day dreaming
Maybe it's time for some spring cleaning
Maybe just maybe

Oh my, grab a gun and shoot myself
Before it all begun
Grab that gun from the shelf and put it in my mouth
I want to shoot myself right now

Put it in your mouth
What's it all about
Put it in your mouth
And end it right now
This is what makes me
Nihilistic daydream
It can't be unseen
So sad he's down

Settle down little bird
Settle down
Settle down
Settle down little bird
Grab that gun from the shelf
And put it in my mouth
What's it all about
End it right now

Cheap ride to heaven
How many pills
More than eleven
My heart a lonely racer
That's why I'm always wasted
Loaded

Went home to search and chase some ghosts
Cuz I can't cry no more
I don't feel no more
All the time it's just: Don't fall asleep
But I need to rest
Maybe now I know what it means to be depressed
I just want to be me
But you don't let me
That's what I'm saying



Credits
Writer(s): Frederick Koch
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