Digging Up Jimmy Hoffa's Body

Sometimes I wonder in life how it would feel to be proactive
Feeling out of touch so distant ineffective
I want to feel the way a normal person does when they
Decide to wake up and have fulfilling interactions
Taking every word as a personal attack then
Just shut yourself inside and feel the need to hide while I

Stress until my mouth starts bleeding
The bad ideas I keep repeating
And I'll laugh at every stupid joke that life will always try to throw
And pray for better circumstances next time

They mistake my kindness for weakness but that's an accurate assessment
Looking for an exit, how I'm gonna dress this
Or will I ever get the chance at all
Spent so much time in my life just hoping for disaster
Every day I age ends up going even faster
I'd probably miss it when I got the chance it came it's gone and I'll

Stress until my mouth starts bleeding
The bad ideas I keep repeating
And I'll laugh at every stupid joke that life will always try to throw
And pray for better circumstances next time

Stress until my mouth starts bleeding
The bad ideas I keep repeating
And I'll laugh at every stupid joke that life will always try to throw
And pray for better circumstances next time