Searching (feat. Matty P.)

Cold hearted from the souls
Of those evil exposed
Though we rose out the mud
Ten toed it took its toll
Still searching
This worlds chaotic out of control
Do our best to maintain our goals
To break the mold
Of the same old same old
Story that goes
You live struggle then die
Then where do you go
No one knows
So we speculate accept our fate
Placate the self hate
To lesson burdened mistakes
With fear it's all fake
Is it really alright
I don't know
But what's the point
Of walking around all uptight
Cause if this leads to nowhere
No dark or no light
Need to get busy living today
Not tonight
With seconds borrowed
Save your breath put away sorrow
My father says
It will look better tomorrow
Do no longer try
You've been sad for a while
Pick your face up my homey and smile

Still searching for better days
To change my life
We living it up
Until we're out of time
I'll never give in
See light in darkest night
Whether it's worth it
I'm still searching

Searching for better days
Urning to be amazed
Chasing a check enslaved
Vermin trapped in a maze
Nine to five day to day
It's a grind
Or so they say
Blind we losing time
By focusing on the pay
Watching calendars flipping
Ridicules such a waste
Losing touch with each other
Too trapped in the rat race
But this is the cards were given
Or is it the missions vivid
The game
Either get in it to win it get busy living
So difficult to pivot
These distractions in the way
Subtract what's necessary
Losing time we cant replace
Adapt and overcame
But still missing the purpose
Living loving on purpose
It's deeper under surface
Don't get stuck
Caught in the crowd
And feeling nervous
You earned it deserve it
Stayed clear of the circus
Nothing is ever worthless
Stay strong keep working
For anybody lost
Stand tall
Keep searching

Still searching for better days
To change my life
We living it up
Until we're out of time
I'll never give in
See light in darkest night
Whether it's worth it
I'm still searching