My Thoughts

Thirty Two Club

After the shows when you're feeling all alone
Who gone be there to catch you when you fall
It's at your lowest times no one wants to support you only when you ball
Why do i have so many contacts on my phone if i don't know who to call
Why do i have so many friends i can rely on but they don't need me at all

I think that i might be the problem
I smoke too much just to try to solve em
When i'm alone the shit feels so awesome
Until the demons talk about my trauma

Here we go again
Dark thoughts in my head
I really thought the shit would work
But i see now that i made it worse

After the shows when you're feeling all alone
Who gone be there to catch you when you fall
It's at your lowest times no one wants to support you only when you ball
Why do i have so many contacts on my phone if i don't know who to call
Why do i have so many friends i can rely on but they don't need me at all

Should I put it on my all should I call you
If I said I'd risk it all would we fall through
Told you that I got a love but it's not you
Swear I'm over it all
Now I'm over it all
Now I lost you and it's lonely on my own
But I can't take you home
Your toxins in my lungs baby just leave me alone
In pain but you don't know
I don't know where to go
How the fuck we get up in this zone

Its okay when you're wrong
But for me you sing a song
I'll keep it moving never see me fall
I hate it when you talk
But I love to see you walk
Pretty faces couldn't teach me how to ball

After the shows when you're feeling all alone
Who gone be there to catch you when you fall
It's at your lowest times no one wants to support you only when you ball
Why do i have so many contacts on my phone if i don't know who to call
Why do i have so many friends i can rely on but they don't need me at all

Why do i have so many contacts on my phone if i don't know who to call