sorry that I changed

I know I changed up
I don't know if ima ever get back, get back right how I used to be
Shit feel too different, shit feel too weird
But ima just keep going and try to stay focused

Yea, Im just sorry that I changed
Shit dont feel the same its a lot that's on my brain
I been trying to paint this picture for you but can't get it framed
Its a beast inside me but I still ain't get it tamed
And you know I'll never change on you for fame this from the pain
So I ain't switching
Promised myself to never fall victim
But this shit feel different
I been in here trying find out what's missing
I still can't figure it out
lately I been in here living in doubt
All alone intoxicated I been sipping it out
Hoping that something will float if I keep shipping it out
And that these thought will stay gone if I keep kicking them out
But they don't and n I ain't gone lie
I don't know what else to do but n I ain't gone cry
Thought I had you by my side but shit that was a lie
So did I change on you or was that shit the other way around?
I don't know what's going on lately I been feeling I'm losing it
So misunderstood even I'm confused with this
That's why Im hopping on these tracks I'm trying to get in tune with this
Im too myself this something that I don't need your approval with
I been way too worried bout they opinions
Then I realized they don't even care how I'm living
Thinking to myself like I shouldn't even care how they feeling
You got to do shit for yourself thats how you gone stay resilient

Sorry that I changed up
I got to say that to myself cuz I cant blame ya (I can't blame ya)
Been trying to paint these pictures but I still can't frame 'em
And yea these hoes for everyone so I don't entertain 'em (I don't entertain them)
Im just sorry that I changed, but you was always on my brain I tried to stay the same (I tried)
Every time I heard your name that shit was novocaine, you was numbing all my pain
The umbrella through the rain, you the flame to my propane

Im just sorry that I changed
Im just sorry that I changed (sorry that I changed)
Im just sorry that I changed up
Im just sorry that I changed
Sorry that I changed up
I'm just sorry that I changed up
I'm sorry that I changed up (I'm sorry)

Yea, Im just sorry that I changed (Sorry that I changed)
Shit dont feel the same its a lot that's on my brain
I been trying to paint this picture for you but can't get it framed
Its a beast inside me but I still ain't get it tamed
And you know I'll never change on you for fame this from the pain

I been doing everything I can to stay the same (I tried)
Tired of sipping alcohol to try and numb the pain (I'm tired)
Can't ride with it loaded 'cuz im bound to bust a brain
I been feeling violent, anger rising
And if I'm being honest scared to talk about it
I need a trip to Hawaii or maybe Bali
Where I can eat on some good steak and calamari
Or shit Santorini, with bitches in bikinis
Sipping on some Fiji and eating fava and seaweed
With a good bottle of wine we pouring Stella
I just hope you listen good 'cuz its something I gotta tell ya

Im just sorry that I changed up (Sorry that I changed up)
I got to say that to myself cuz I cant blame ya (I can't blame ya)
Been trying to paint these pictures but I still can't frame 'em
And yea these hoes for everyone so I don't entertain 'em (I don't entertain them)
Im just sorry that I changed, but you was always on my brain I tried to stay the same (I tried)
Every time I heard your name that shit was novocaine, you was numbing all my pain
The umbrella through the rain, you the flame to my propane



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Writer(s): Tyreak Anderson
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