Birthday Song

It's just another day why would I
Celebrate when I'm
Contemplating whether or not you noticed the
Date hanging on your wall
The answer is no
And it feels like my bones
Just can't take the weight

I don't wanna see you but I can't look away

So go
Travel the world with that guy that you said
Was nothing to you and was all in my head
Laughing and crying up there on your throne
While I spend my birthday drinking alone
And I'll wake myself thinking I heard your voice
Pushing its way through the deafening noise
Repeating that morning from 3 months ago
I'm spending my birthday drinking alone

So you wanted to play the party girl?
Did you think I'd not figure that out?
It didn't take that much digging
Found out how you're living and the
Things that you do when I'm not around
So while he's got you fucked up
I'm getting fucked up
Trying not to think about it

But it never fucking works

So go
Travel the world with that guy that you said
Was nothing to you and was all in my head
Laughing and crying up there on your throne
While I spend my birthday drinking alone
And I'll wake myself thinking I heard your voice
Pushing its way through the deafening noise
Repeating that morning from 3 months ago
I'm spending my birthday drinking alone

So go
Travel the world with that guy that you said
Was nothing to you and was all in my head
Playing a victim up there on your throne
While I spend my birthday drinking alone
And I'll wake myself thinking I heard your voice
Pushing its way through the deafening noise
Repeating that morning from 3 months ago
I'm spending my birthday drinking alone