Blaming Myself

Gotta stop blaming myself
I know it's not great for my health
My Angels be walking with self
I gotta just fight through this hell

Gotta stop blaming myself
I know it's not great for my health
My Angels be walking with self
I gotta just fight through this hell

It's all in my system I just keep reliving
Feel like the natives they called it thanksgiving
Stuck on this ship and I'm caught in this prison
I will achieve this impossible mission

Fight through this hell see my body is smoldering
Love the almighty he showed me things
Third eye wide open I notice things
Bright in the light like them Jordan rings

The mom of my son in them pearly gates
The pain in my heart steady escalates
Gotta stay strong for them better days
The storms will come but they will pass away

Love is so cold like the season
Got two dads that walk in Eden
Sometimes I hear em all speaking
In my head but, I know the reason

Gotta stop blaming myself
I know it's not great for my health
My Angels be walking with self
I gotta just fight through this hell

Gotta stop blaming myself
I know it's not great for my health
My Angels be walking with self
I gotta just fight through this hell

I am the man from them horses
Selling teddy's on the corner
Dreaming of driving them porches
Like one day I will be a owner

All off this stress yea I caused all this mess
Pissed at myself but I gotta accept
Some of my ex's they said I progress
All of the rest they just look at me less

Riding express on this hell of a train
Soak up the yak just to drown out the pain
Not even bleach can scrub out these stains
A life full of peace I try to obtain

But we all know to try is to fail
Issues be stinking can't block out the smell
Increase my learning I wanna prevail
Guess it's that time to bust out my shell

Gotta stop blaming myself
I know it's not great for my health
My Angels be walking with self
I gotta just fight through this hell

Gotta stop blaming myself
I know it's not great for my health
My Angels be walking with self
I gotta just fight through this hell



Credits
Writer(s): Omyah Muhammad
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