Another Day In My Mind

I wanna go back
To when things felt right
I wanna go back
To when I didn't feel so low
I wanna go back
To when my mind didn't fight
I wanna go back
To when I didn't feel so low
To when I didn't feel so low
To when I didn't feel so low
To when I didn't feel so low
Low

You ever wonder what life would be like
If you knew
Knew everything I been through
Cause if you knew everything
You would probably feel the same too
You don't want this pain I've been through
I've been kicked while I was down
I've been pushed deeper into the ground
That's just the start of it
You don't want the specifics
Cause I don't want you to mimic

Quit your stalling
It's time to put it all in
Like just recently
You were kicked out of school
And just a week later
You found out you had to move
Out of the only place that you have ever called home
It was the only place you've ever known
And now it's gone forever
So quit being an endeavor

Alright how bout this
I never got to meet my parents
Yeah the ones who birthed me
What they did just felt unearthly
Cause when I turned 18 they both hit me up
Acting like they had been there since they curbed me
Saying that you love me is worse than anything that could hurt me
That could hurt me

Oh yeah?
Even more than when your father died
Yeah I already told it
And when I performed it, they all cried
Why don't you dive deeper into it
Like what happened to you because of it

I was on the meds cause I was angry
It just felt like nothing in the world could save me
I would lash out at my mama and just cause her all this trauma and anxiety
Until she knew where I had to be
She sent me away for 72 days
Until the doctors thought I was better
But on that whole trip, I was bitter
I was living in the woods like I was living in prison
I even had to count out loud while I was pissing
Until I had flipped the switch and
Realized what I had to do
I had to stop all this complaining
And start doing what would save me
Not just from the woods
But in every way of life
And after 72 days they had realized i got my mind right
But there are days when I hate myself and I just wanna
And I just wanna

I wanna go back
To when things felt right
I wanna go back
To when I didn't feel so low
I wanna go back
To when my mind didn't fight
I wanna go back
To when I didn't feel so low
To when I didn't feel so low
To when I didn't feel so low
To when I didn't feel so low
Low