Self-obsessed

I know I could over do it now
Voices in my head could get to loud
Poking out my head over the crowd
I can't really help it anyhow

How'm I thinking bout myself
Thinking bout myself
I need mental help
I get overwhelmed
I can barely tell
I know there's thin line
Lurking on the inside
Focused on my self
To try to help
But that is selfish in itself
I've had fleeting mental health
So I'm fleeing from myself
Over thinking every day
Tripping over in my way
Yeah my mind can get away
From me
Think about myself inside the same body
I
Live in fear of ego
Tell those evil
Thoughts get gone
Grew up with my demons
So I feel my mind is set wrong
Seeing how I'm growing
And I hope the change is kept on
Focused on myself
I think it helped
Until it went wrong
Been approaching to the edge
Of what I've stepped on
Lean into the feeling if it helps
But never step on
Any people round me who would
Lead me when I step wrong
Know I need to feel it
But I fear what it could end on

I'm in a conflict
Focus on myself
Until it's toxic
Inner conversations
Inner conflict
Focus on myself
Until it's toxic
Inner conversations
Inner conflict
Focus on myself
Until it's toxic
Inner conversations
Inner conflict
Focus on myself
Until it's toxic

Know I should focus on my self
Hope I don't I focus on myself too much
Cos I don't know if I could tell
When I'm obsessing with myself too much

Oh oh oh
Over thinking how I'm how overthinking
I'm still thinking bout myself
Write a song about myself
All my thoughts and things I've felt
Could've to kept it to myself
That sounds pretty selfish
Well this
Repetition it cannot be helped
I can't help it
But I've felt it
Elevate the level that pushing myself
It's helping
Calculate decisions is it healthy
I could give a - if i was wealthy
I just wanna smell these
Flowers while they're blooming
See those storm clouds coming looming
I don't think I have a clue if
I know what the hell I'm doing
Somehow
I guess
I'm tryna say
I've felt my mind
Get kind of straight
Been broke
Been bent
Right of shape
But over time
I've found escape
Have I found escape
Have I found escape

Inner conversations
Inner conflict
Focus on myself
Until it's toxic
Inner conversations
Inner conflict
Focus on myself
Until it's toxic

Know I should focus on my self
Hope I don't I focus on myself too much
Cos I don't know if I could tell
When I'm obsessing with myself too much
Know I should focus on my self
Hope I don't I focus on myself too much
Cos I don't know if I could tell
When I'm obsessing with myself too much

Never wanna think too much of myself
But I think about myself too much
Never wanna be not centred in myself
But I'm getting self centred too much
Never wanna think too much of myself
But I think about myself too much
Never wanna be not centred in myself
But I'm getting self centred