Uncertainty

Three a.m., walking home with an empty cup
Losing my mind because
My friends aren't picking up the phone
How do you even start something like this?
'Cause I'm so indecisive after that kiss
You know, sometimes the people you dream of
Are not the ones you should be with
And I'm sorry if I seem contradictory (yeah)
These waves of desire come and go
And too good to be true sounds stupid, I know

But how can someone so perfect still make me doubt?
What is this back and forth thing with my feelings all about?
It's like destiny decided to send to me
All I've ever asked for in a man
So what if I miss out on this chance? (yeah)
And I hate that I might have to say
It's not you, it's me with this damn uncertainty (yeah)
And I hate that I might have to say
It's not you, it's me with this damn uncertainty

One second I get butterflies
The next one they're dead
I call off our plans
But then I want you in my bed (mmh yeah)
I never had someone confuse me like that
Do you know how much you're messing
With my head?
There's nothing wrong with you
You're exactly my type
You kinda check all the boxes that I'd like
And my hand on your knee comes naturally
But in the long run I can't picture you next to me
'Cause sometimes the people you dream of
Are not the ones you should be with
And I'm sorry if I seem contradictory (yeah)
These waves of desire come and go
And too good to be true sounds stupid, I know

But how can someone so perfect still make me doubt?
What is this back and forth thing with my feelings all about?
It's like destiny decided to send to me
All I've ever asked for in a man
So what if I miss out on this chance? (yeah)
And I hate that I might have to say
It's not you, it's me with this damn uncertainty (yeah)
And I hate that I might have to say
It's not you, it's me with this damn uncertainty

The pressure of it all fitting flawlessly
Seems to be messing with my mind
Yeah I'm constantly
Overthinking every single thing
Is it too much to ask for a love like the movies?
Is it useless that I search for explanations
To justify these complications?
When everything should be logical
Instead it's making me miserable

And I hate that I might have to say
It's not you, it's me with this damn uncertainty (yeah)
And I hate that I might have to say
It's not you, it's me with this damn uncertainty



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Writer(s): Julia Schulz
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