Let Go

Ay, I'm told to let go
I've been alone ever since the get go
On the wall blending in like a Gecko
I can hear the voices like an echo
Missing out cause my mind never got the memo

Ay, I'm told to let go
I've been alone ever since the get go
On the wall blending in like a Gecko
I can hear the voices like an echo
Missing out cause my mind never got the memo

I'm missing out cause my mind is my biggest enemy
I'll never be the man I wanna be
If I let my demons get the best of me
My thoughts are the biggest stress to me
I'm a mental mess, I'm convinced that's just how it's supposed to be
If I had to take a guess I'd say I'm broken
Pray to up above like it's my only hope in
This world that I'm trapped in where I'm masking
Tape your mouth shut bitch I wasn't asking
Sad facts that happen to pop in the back of my conscious
In my deadly mind where the cloudy gas is noxious,
I'll drop you on your back like you slipped and broke your coccyx
I'm thankful I got Biggie and Pac up in my pocket
Without them and Em I'd grab my gun and cock it
Doing this for fun but I won't say no to profits
Felt like I could run a mile on narcotics
Now I can say my whole M.O is neurotic
I'm deep in aquatics I'm just thankful I don't have to deal with alcoholics

Ay, I'm told to let go
I've been alone ever since the get go
On the wall blending in like a Gecko
I can hear the voices like an echo
Missing out cause my mind never got the memo

Ay, I'm told to let go
I've been alone ever since the get go
On the wall blending in like a Gecko
I can hear the voices like an echo
Missing out cause my mind never got the memo

As a kid I was a punk I never had the best of luck
It only seemed I gave a fuck cause my mind was in a rut
Now I'm older, all those trauma scars are stuck
Dealing with a house of drunks but I wouldn't give it up for a new way,
Cause it made me who I was
Never frayed from the path I always knew was never straight
Not afraid, I always had a halo on my head at the end of the day
It's my say if I live with one foot in the grave
Is it grave if I say I never understood your pain
Now I'm older all the puzzle pieces fit
Went through a dozen speeches but not one never hit
Throwing fits was my specialty, I admit
Never had a legacy to protect, we're a wreck
Family could never stay in check
Money hungry hippos always clawing for the cheque
Torn apart from the chest like a tear to your pec

I'm told to let go

Ay, I'm told to let go
I've been alone ever since the get go
On the wall blending in like a Gecko
I can hear the voices like an echo
Missing out cause my mind never got the memo, ay