Over It

My reflection has finally left me
There's no image anymore
I was finally able to see what
I could not before
The emptiness inside me
Is the reflection that is see
A vacant haunted mirror
Full of dead memories

I am over all the sadness
I don't feel a fucking thing
Guilt has left me numb
Held hostage by the sting
Tired of trying harder
I am giving up the war
On my knees I am crawling
Like a rat on the floor

I'm over it
The pain I've held on to
I'm done with it
Pretending that I knew
That I thought I had a savior
That it would all work out fine
I'm over all the anger
I've run out of time

I am over all the sadness
I don't feel a fucking thing
Guilt has left me numb
Held hostage by the sting
Tired of trying harder
I am giving up the war
On my knees I am crawling
Like a rat on the floor

I am over all the sadness

I've breaking through the mirror
I've tried to take the blame
I've tried fighting anxiety
And finding a meaning to my name

In the ocean you will find me
My ankles are still bound
A disappointing failure
Left for dead above the ground

I am over all the sadness
I don't feel a fucking thing
Guilt has left me numb
Held hostage by the sting
Tired of trying harder
I am giving up the war
On my knees I am crawling
Like a rat on the floor

I am over all the sadness
I am over all the sadness