Living in a Memory

I never dreamt in a thousand years
I'd be in that room with Springsteen in my ears
And your loved ones gathered around
With my head in my hands, try to muffle the sound of my tears
It's like the greatest of all my fears
Tied up with the brother of my younger years
We always said we'd grow old together
Reminisce about the memories that we shared together
And oh man, you should have seen the crowd
As they marched down the street
Chanting your name so loud
I always knew that you would make a scene
But I would trade my last breath for a might have been
Now that day just haunts my mind
I close my eyes, I'm back there standing right behind
With your image just staring me down
My emotions flooding in and I feel like I'm drowning, help!
This can't be real
It's not possible for someone to feel this pain
I keep mouthing your name
Just praying you'll jump out and say it's all a game
Then they lowered that box and it felt like a car just hit me
Man this can't be, man it couldn't be you?
And I don't know what to do, I just keep on crying
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
But you're missing
You were my brother
Lost touch but never others
Distance apart but still joined at the heart
Living in a memory
I'll see you again when my light turns dark
You were my brother
Lost touch but never others
Distance apart but still joined at the heart
Living in a memory
I'll see you again when my light turns dark
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
But you're missing