Heartless

This is not the way I planned it all
I didn't mean to be what I've become
So fucking heartless like a humanoid
So dead inside, I cannot be destroyed

So this is not what it was meant to be
It always seems that they're so good to me
But then I look at them and see the void
So dead inside, so fucking paranoid

I'll wait
This can't be real, 'til this day I feel
Like I just can't breathe on my own
(I know) I know (I'm done) I'm done
I can't feel nothing at all

Look at all the damage done
All my dreams are suddenly gone
And despite what you won't see
(They're always too much for me)

This is not what it was meant to be
I'm sick of all the nights of could-have-beens
So fucking heartless like a humanoid
A walking dead, a humanoid

Something nice
For the price
I will not stop dreaming
But I always die inside

And I'll wait
This can't be real, 'til this day I feel
Like I just can't breathe on my own
(I know) I know (I'm done) I'm done
I can't feel nothing at all

This is not the way I planned it all
I didn't mean to be what I've become
I'm sick of all the nights of could-have-beens
(They're always too much for me)

I wasn't skin and bones
(They're always too much for me)
Despite what you can't see
They're always too much for me