I'm Not

I'm sorry for leaving
No more repeating
Grabbing my arm
Though it can harm
Bottled up ship
Deep in my heart
Ooh
You did not break me
I did that myself
Fragile as glass
But you'd never tell
I bottle this mess
So deep in my heart

I know I'm stupid for lying
I should be honest

But I'm not
What you thought
I'm scarred
Shards in my heart
I'm not
I am a mess
Shards of my life
They keep me alive

We were a fire
We were flame
I am a liar
Wish you were the same
Would be so easy
To bottle this pain
I needed change
You needed space
Walking with ghosts
The ghost of myself
Another man
Who could take a stand
Embarrassed as hell
But you'd never tell

I know I'm stupid for lying
You taught me truth
I taught you pain
I should be honest

But I'm not
What you thought
I'm scarred
Shards in my heart
I'm not
I am a mess
Shards of my life
They keep me alive

I'm not
I'm scared
Wish I could be everything that you hope
All that you need
But I'm not
I'm not

I'm not
I am a mess
Shards of my life
They keep me alive
I'm not



Credits
Writer(s): Maximilian Grönvall
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