ADHD

I came to life with a different picture
and you kept your distance
Now you wanna listen
You don't think I know why
you wanna know
You wanna know
You wanna know what's wrong with me yeah

Should I draw on my face to disguise what you hate
Don't put me in that box unless it's a risk your willing to take
Don't try to change me I know i act crazy,
Don't blame me I know i was sick since a baby

You'll stay away cuz I'm dangerous
With my own thoughts I could prolly blow a stage yeah
Atomic bomb you'll have to evacuate from here
You should stay away cause i'm dangerous
With my own thoughts I could prolly blow a stage yeah
Atomic bomb
You'll have to evacuate from here
You better run you'll have to evacuate from here

I'm kinda scared that you wanna see my joy go to waste
Tryina replace it
With every little thought of what you just said
Maybe my ADHD should be medicated
You tryna kill that part of me until it's decimated

I always felt like I was obligated
To stay quiet
Sit still and keep waiting,
Until another doctor would pay me a visit and give me some more medications

Look, It's really hard to hate your life then say that you appreciate it
How could I say God loves me if I'm my own hater
Why is it more easy to believe it's not easy to like me cause i'm emotionally draining
Yeah I get it you hate that I was born different
You feeling livid
I'm sorry well it's pretty simple to admit that
I am the reject I'm stubborn cuz I'll say
That I can't change or act different

I should draw of my face to disguise what you hate
Don't put me in that box unless it's a risk you're willing to take
Don't try to change me I know I act crazy
Don't blame me I know I was sick since a baby but i know that
You'll stay away cuz I'm dangerous
With my own thoughts I could prolly blow a stage yeah
Atomic bomb
You'll have to evacuate from here
You should stay away cause i'm dangerous
With my own thoughts I could prolly blow a stage yeah
Atomic bomb
You'll have to evacuate from here
You better run you'll have to evacuate from here

Just put a mask on my face lf you want me to restrain myself
Or give me some pills make sure you give me a great amount
The more drugs the better without a doubt
But first i gotta ask is there a way I could change myself,

I can't breathe
Cuz your hands are choking me
I'm sick of being treated like i'm a disease
I've been in surgery my heart starts to bleed
Cuz they purposely
Wanted to cut my self esteem

What's my life in the public
You wanna sit me down every week so we could have a discussion
Telling me I need pills that make me feel like nothing
But you Try to live a day feeling like your a puppet
Or maybe feel embarrassed ask God why he made you
Maybe don't sleep at night cuz everybody hates you
There's a lot more to me that'll aggravate you
Maybe I should let my brain blow to evaporate you

You can say my minds a chemical with a reaction
It goes boom like a carnival with firecrackers
It's unforgettable yet horrifying
MJ's thoughts and mines might be identical
But mines a Badder
I'm never thinking simple
Do you wanna feel Thrillers when I slay these actors
Smooth Criminal I'm psychopathic
I'm being literal I'm unpredictable when I get angry
I set my syllables to automatic

Bring me a drug
I'll grab a needle start injecting you
You better be scared of some of the things I'm bout to do to you
I'll make you spin around like you're my personal hoolahoop
Your all over my mess but who are you
To be calling me retarted
Cuz maybe I just bombarded
Man don't even get me started
My ADHD is sparking
And your not able to stop it
So what if I'm like a child
That's how I've always been regarded
So go head treat me like garbage

I should draw of my face to disguise what you hate
Don't put me in that box unless it's a risk you're willing to take
Don't try to change me
I know I act crazy don't blame me
I know I was sick since a baby but i know that
You'll stay away cuz I'm dangerous
With my own thoughts I could prolly blow a stage yeah
Atomic bomb you'll have to evacuate from here
You should stay away cause i'm dangerous
With my own thoughts I could prolly blow a stage yeah
Atomic bomb
You'll have to evacuate from here
You better run you'll have to evacuate from here