Heaven Bound Asshole

You won't see the last of me
I'm giving up the blasphemy
I've found a reason to believe
That life is more than only me
You won't see the last of me
I'm giving up the blasphemy
I've found a reason to believe
That life is more than only me

I was looking to the sky with an empty soul
Praying to a god I didn't believe had it all
In his hands as I prayed he would take me out
I was falling towards the the abyss
I'm waiting that moment for my heart to stop beating
Everything I thought I'd knew
I was running from the truth
I've come unglued

It's not that I can't trust the dark
That these demons wouldn't grant me peace
All I thought I could be
Only lies they speak
They were plotting on my death
Click clack bitch I won't take my final breath
Don't give a fuck about the devil
So you can put it on God
I will be heaven's humble vessel

Been living in my hate too long
And I'm sick of the way that it feels
Every time I think I'm getting ahead in life
It shows me it's not real

Fighting the pressure but I never seem to measure up
To what they need me to say or be so I hide
The strife inside never to undermine
The rules of a system built on negativity
All I see think or feel is the urge to kill
The epidemic of the cynics and the venom in myself
So I pick up my cross and count the cost
Cause I only measure worth in a God that
Lacks more than me

You won't see the last of me
You won't see the last of me
You won't see the last of me
I'm giving up the blasphemy
I've found a reason to believe
That life is more than only me
You won't see the last of me
I'm giving up the blasphemy
I've found a reason to believe
That life is more than only me
You won't see the last of me
I'm giving up the blasphemy
I've found a reason to believe
That life is more than only me