Hope It Helps

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Love I know its hard to get through

Just lost somebody who was close
Car note, bills and rent due
I know that you don't need me for real
Day to day that feeling get real
I smoke a lot now shits real
I'm tryna sign me a deal
Have my daughter straight for some years
Man I'm straight from the mud
Praise diamonds, money and such
It's more than you know when you around and we decided to fuck
Know through my eyes you can't see it but you got all of my trust
Dying daily cause we done changed and that shit wasn't discussed
Finally told me yea I feel you but I'm feeling disgust
Why you keep playing these games
Your legacy and last name
Like its ok, you walk around and you just take all that pain
Shit, it's all I ever knew I'm just staying inside of my lane

I love so hard the best I can to watch it blow up in smoke
Been pulling on this pressure for so long I hope I don't choke
But one day you won't be around to take this knife from my throat
Aye, tell my daughter that I'm sorry couldn't prevent how life go

If you go crazy just make sure that it ain't over no ho'
Aye, tell my dad I hope he proud know I been doing the most
Aye, tell my mom that I love her if she ain't know it before
Aye, tell my sister she a queen you don't need no nigga to cope

If I walk out of this door
You may not see me no more
Every time I look up in that mirror
He looking so unfamiliar
Just the feelings that she give me man them feelings be the realest
They asking how I'm doing
Man I'm barely even dealing
Wonder when God walked earth
I mean, did he feel it?
He kilt my cousin I loved her man I got to fucking kill him
Must be some small print on this pain
To keep me from this healing
Yea I'm ready and willing
Hope God know that I fear him
Cause I be talking off his ear he act like he don't hear me
Do the best that I can
Tryna be a better man
This one her for myself
I just hope that shit help
Yeah I hope that shit help