Jaded Dopamine

I wanna wake up but I can't get out of my bed
I feel like someone's held a fucking drill against my head
You said that you don't care and you'd rather just be dead
That's just a little bit dramatic don't you think?
I should've stopped at six but I poured myself a seventh drink
I feel like I'm drowning but I just wanna sink
Just sink

I've been jaded
I've been faded
I seem to waste
Every opportunity I get

I'm far too optimistic for my own good
You said I never take off that smile
You've never seen me cry and I don't think you will
It's nothing new I've been this way for a while

I don't know how I stay happy but I always seem to find a way
No matter what I face I seem to come out okay
Is it a blessing or a curse to not feel pain
They say that boys do cry but I can't seem to relate
When the music stops and I'm on my own will I still have a smile on my face
I never think about the end is it a feeling or a place?
Or a place?

I've been jaded
I've been faded
I seem to waste
Every opportunity I get

I'm far too optimistic for my own good
You said I never take off that smile
You've never seen me cry and I don't think you will
It's nothing new I've been this way for a while
You said you never understood the way I think
Well honey, neither have I
I know I can't solve all my problems with a cig and a drink
But goddamnit I'm gonna try

I saw you in my dreams again last night
It opened up a wound
I hoped would be closed by now
By now
By now

I'm far too optimistic for my own good
You said I never take off that smile
You've never seen me cry and I don't think you will
It's nothing new I've been this way for a while
You said you never understood the way I think
Well honey, neither have I
I know I can't solve all my problems with a cig and a drink
But goddamnit I'm gonna
Goddammit I'm gonna
Goddammit I'm gonna
Goddammit I'm gonna try



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Writer(s): Alexander Barnham
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