Underwater

I'm losing my patience
I'm cold and complacent
You can't find the time so just make up your mind
I tell myself
At least three times a day
I look in the mirror
Don't know who's staring back
Little me would be so disappointed
At how we turned out
Cause once in a while I look to the stars and I pray to god
I haven't lost my
Sense of direction
A little one needs me now
His innocence floods my mind
My envy weighs heavy

Always so anxious
And regret
My actions
Always so afraid
To say what I'm feeling

Drowning myself in my own fears
I'm wasting away
In what they think of me
Wish I could see me
How I wanna be
Does it ever cross your mind
How it would feel
Does it ever
Cross your mind
How it would feel
To not be like this
Underwater where I reside
I drown myself in my own fears

On the brink of
Losing sleep and time
Can't choose my battles
Even if I try
On the shoreline
I don't feel so fine
I'm alone in this

Drowning myself in my own fears
I'm wasting away
In what they think of me
Wish I could see me
How I wanna be
Does it ever cross your mind
How it would feel
Does it ever
Cross your mind
How it would feel
To not be like this
Underwater where I reside
I drown myself in my own fears

Drowning myself in my own fears
I'm wasting away
In what they think of me
(Does it ever cross your mind how it would feel)
On the surface
Will I cross your mind
Can you see my face
And see me fight



Credits
Writer(s): Jaz Lyons
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