Cargo

I'm a New York crash and burn
Archetype of the character
Overworked
Monday benders
End of December
It's too loud
Settle down, settle down
Slammed your bottle on the countertop
Talking shit about your mom
Touching bruises 'til the sun comes up

Do I remind you of cargo
Slowing you down
In a war zone, a war zone

I'd leave you kisses on the brow bone
Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare
I wish you'd say more
Shoulders to the floor
Throw me a bone
Don't you dare, don't you

And then
I put myself on autopilot
Just to assure myself I could survive at all
My sweet, almost saccharine thing
Said I tasted a bit too much like cinnamon
Too much like cinnamon

Sitting alone in a hot car
In a Walmart parking lot
Like an abandoned dog
In the summer
Busted open lip
Broke her arm
Hates her hips
Forgets to exist
Forgets to exist

Do I remind you of cargo
Slowing you down
In a war zone, a war zone

I'd leave you kisses on the brow bone
Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare
I wish you'd say more
Shoulders to the floor
Throw me a bone
Don't you dare, don't you

Between me and the walls of my room
Between me and the walls of my room

My god, I could do so much with more time
Looking down the barrel of the bottle
Not a single thought of her on your mind
In my kitchen late at night I think you're mine
You haven't mentioned her name once

I think you're lying all the time
Fuck it all, put my heart out on the line
Give me something, not for nothing
I'd let you crash here if you wanted
Between me and the walls of my room
But you wouldn't, no, you wouldn't
Rather drive home feeling stupid
Between me and the walls of my room and my air conditioner unit

And I get it, I'm pathetic
An old sweater with loose ends
I'm unraveled
Raising hell for the people that surround me
Unbothered, and I'm sorry
She's worried, and I'm sorry
Holding you, I'm sorry

Do I remind you of cargo
Slowing you down
In a war zone, a war zone

I'd leave you kisses on the brow bone
Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare
I wish you'd say more
Shoulders to the floor
Throw me a bone
Don't you dare, don't you



Credits
Writer(s): Amelia Douches
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