Glory Faded

I am just a human not so holy
Glory faded away not so slowly
I felt so bad and I felt so lonely
Even when I solely
Wanted God to somehow show me
That I can have a brand new story

Oh Dear God
You hold no grudges
You're definition
Of what Devine Love Is
Some days I feel so bad
To seek Your Forgiveness
But I need Your Help oh God
To get me out of this mess
I been lacking and sliding and dragging my feet in sin
It feels like madness
And I been trying to keep my games up and walk in the ways of my Lord
Regardless
But some days I feel like I gone back to ways of life
That I've been in
So God shield me from this I don't like it a bit even though
It's so addictive

I am just a human not so holy
Glory faded away not so slowly
I felt so bad and I felt so lonely
Even when I solely
Wanted God to somehow show me
That I can have a brand new story

You know it is easy to be lazy and waste energy
On things that are cheap while giving that I don't care vibe
If you're asking how am doing I'm doing okay
Even if I don't just know that I will survive
For the past few weeks
I done some things that filled my life with pains and misery
I been working hard on it hoping that I win
I will someday have victory
But the way The Lord Forgives
And forgets all sins is to me still a mystery
Now I'm waiting to catch up
And forgive myself when I become less jittery

I am just a human not so holy
Glory faded away not so slowly
I felt so bad and I felt so lonely
Even when I solely
Wanted God to somehow show me
That I can have a brand new story