Speedboats

I remember when
I never needed space
Tipping back again
Right into my old ways
Feel like I'm always in the right place, wrong time
Or wrong place, right time, whichever the fuck
Don't need to answer this call, thought I'd try my luck
I gotta breathe in ten counts so I don't get stuck
In this toxic thought line
Whipped by my mind, heard all kinds of stuff
"Take a look at this night, it's such a pleasure
Why you gotta drink till you don't remember?"

I'd like to go back right to where we were
Keep me close, I don't know how to be hurt
Two speedboats missing every time we turn
Take me back to where you are

Every day I spark in you a wretched kind of sympathy
I can tell you feel it every time you turn to look at me
Keep me up all night because the days are getting tiring
Bleeding into one another like a broken artery
"I'm talking too much, I'm being crazy, I'm malfunctioning
Fuck, I wonder if they even really want my company"
Just be quiet, you're driving me up the wall
Ahh, cause I'm always saying blunt words, mean things
Hurting feelings, it's not what I want
I know how that shit feels, hate to pass it along
We gotta let go so we can all move on
Are y'all done with me yet?
My friends say no sweat, we're all a bit far gone
Beaten down by time like cracks in leather
It's gonna get harder 'fore it gets better

So spent, though fear still ties us to earth
When these paths close, take me fast and take me first
Two speedboats missing every time we turn
Take me back to where you are
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