Abysmal Thoughts

I don't want to be like this
take a swing and then I miss
Falling into the abyss
I don't want to be like this!

I don't want to be like this
take a swing and then I miss
Falling into the abyss
I don't want to be like this!

I don't want to be like this
But maybe i will hit not miss
I'm falling into the abyss
It's time to check that off the list

I'm sad and I don't give a fuck
I will set fire to your truck
You chickens better fucking cluck
Yeah anxiety fucking sucks

So maybe, I should just give up on life
Yeah maybe I should just end it all
But maybe I should keep living on
Not smash my head up against the wall!

I don't want to be like this!
take a swing and then I miss!
Falling into the abyss!
I don't want to be like this!

I got all these thoughts
Just running through my head
Yeah when I'm trying to sleep
And I'm lying on My bed

As I'm looking back
at all the stupid things I've said
I think that I might really just be
Better off dead

Fuck I can't sleep!
Are my lyrics too deep?
should I start counting sheep?
Yeah I know that I'm cheap

Yeah I am depressed it comes with
Extra loads of stress
Will I ever reach success
Probably not, unless

I don't want to be like this
take a swing and then I miss
Falling into the abyss
I don't want to be like this!

I don't want to be like this
take a swing and then I miss
Falling into the abyss
I don't want to be like this!

Man fuck this, it's absurd
That your listening to these
meaningless words
I'm bout to fly away like a bird
To write shit that no one's ever heard

But i still am feeling down
I can not get rid of this frown
I get laughed at like a clown
It makes me just want to drown!

And now im lost! and I'm crazed!
I woke up all sore and dazed!
It's like my life is a maze!
But I sit here unfazed like!



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Writer(s): Wyatt James Mervyn Young
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