Outta Tune

Don't get me wrong I find joy in what I make
But every time I finish I could find somethin to hate
I don't mean to complain but what's up with my brain
Feeling free within the verses then resurface
And start searching for a reason why
Shouldn't even complete it
Abandon that man it's crap why's my default defeated
Yo I need a change of pace rearrange my decor
How to check my pessimism when I step in the door
Chose a less traveled path so I guess I been warned
And they say the time is now but my head is a storm
I'm just tryna ride it out find a rhyme and write it down
High and dried and I'm so tired
Sick of lying to myself it's a pattern now
Feelin like I need a padded cell
Way I'm living isn't practical
All the weight up on my shoulders I can feel it steady piling
It's gotta be the ego need a dose of psilocybin
Watch it melt away like the sun on the horizon
Whispers from the muses how to tune in when they dialing uh
Where have I been
Late when I'm arriving
Making something timeless
Guess that's the assignment
Need this dialogue to die cuz my mind is never silent
Peace I'm tryna find it yea
It's like tryna find warmth in a blanket of snow
I'm surrounded by these shadows in the place I call home
I let it go

Lost in Poetry, I walk both feet through broken dreams
Hold my head high so I can breath again
Is this all I'm supposed to be
Does it matter? Does it matter

Separate myself from situations I've dealt with
Picking apart the pieces
Puzzles I've never finished
Fuck it that final piece always seems to go missing
And the feelings that I'm selfish never seem to diminish
Maybe missing your moments the moment
That you make a move put your mission in motion
Like a million movie scripts it finally starts the
Motor to make the mark that you supposed to
Find your place among the stars marveling at super novas uh
I seek the summit and keep on moving closer uh
I bleed a bucket and breathe like I ain't notice none
I see em coming them demons always show me love
Their skin is freezing feel it through the thickest gloves
Marley on rotation tell me baby is it love
Or is it just a feeling faded like we taking drugs
Every night we drinking thinking that we staying young
Blurry vision the earth keeps spinning no waiting up
Zoomin out it's all minuscule
Funny how far one can ride with little fuel yea
At times I can feel em speak through me
Like I been approved
Hear the voices in the wind I listen to em
Resonating with the rhythm that nature's been delivering
Sunlight on my skin that's my favorite addiction
Pay attention to your patterns all your phases and frictions
Another day another dollar it could
Change in an instant

Lost in Poetry, I walk both feet through broken dreams
Hold my head high so I can breath again
Is this all I'm supposed to be
Does it matter? Does it matter



Credits
Writer(s): Trace Ketterling
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