Addicted

I got destroyed by my addiction never thought it come to that
Now I sit beside the bed and think about the way I act
Reminiscing about the ones the came and stabbed me in the back
Middle finger to the haters need to make my money stack
Got to do it for myself I can't be sleeping on my back
Got a lot up on my shoulders can't get stuck inside the trap
I remember when I lost it but got up back on the track
Took my phone out found a studio and marked it on the map

I don't got a lot of friends
I'm not going to go pretend
Most of you act like a fan
I don't fuck with that lil man
I don't got a lot of friends
I'm not going to go pretend
Most of you act like a fan
I don't fuck with that lil man

Wait up
I'm pulling up just in a minute
Got to make my mama proud oh wait I just done did it
I just moved the country and I'm in a different city
Ice cold cup and I'm feeling kind of dizzy
Drink up
I like that feeling when I'm winning
On top of the world looking at it how it's spinning
When I talk to god I'll say sorry for my sinning
But right now I'm living life and fucking plenty women
Wait up
It's crushing on my stay still
Living life another day that you can't kill
Time keeps slipping trough a crack can't feel
Fake
I don't even know what's real

Death you can avoid but
Life you can enjoy na
Listen to my voice and
Supress all the noise ah
Death you can avoid but
Life you can enjoy na
Listen to my voice and
Supress all the noise ah

Pa pa pa pa ra ra ra
I can't feel nothing right now
Too high too up in the sky
I can't be wasting my time
For the women for the bros
I got multiples in flows
On the beat I tip with toes
Took it right under your nose
Sometimes that's just how it goes
I don't brag but I suppose
I be closer to my goals
After 100 million throws
After 100 million blows
Guess I'm hurting and it shows
I say fuck it I'm a keep it pushing that's the road I chose
I remember times when my body fully froze
I remember times when I waited until it snows
Seeing trough my eyes all decisions that I chose
Did it by myself no one trough me by my lows
Had a few friends but it's demons that they chose
Then I took the ball and then I threw it like the pros



Credits
Writer(s): Ralfs Pogulis
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