Vindication

I've got to confess
I'm consumed by thoughts of success
Like I don't need to rest I'll stop when I'm dead
To get all life offers, I offer my best
All my blood, sweat, and tears is the cost to invest
Every dollar I spent
All the drama and stress
Every night I spent alone missing all the events
Every missed calls and text from all of my friends
Yo, I make the sacrifice so we all can get blessed
Follow my steps this rhythm is a march
Keep your knees high don't be tripping on this part
This is just the start
Stay committed in your heart
Even when the situation ripping us apart
Y'all remember I was living in my car
Paycheck to paycheck wishing on a star
Well, this isn't as hard
So forget, shooting for the moon now this mission is to Mars
To get it this far yo, I did a lot
Faced every obstacle and I didn't stop
Doors slammed in my face and I didn't knock
I've got keys to success I'm not picking locks
With the team trying to scheme
Planning bigger plots
Avoiding all the online beef and Twitter talk
Cause failures as contagious as the chickenpox
This ain't a Gildan dog

I'm cut from a different cloth
Ugh, I can miss a shot I'm still taking more
Send a double team, I'll still find a way to score
I'ma just get better from all the pain endured
I can walk on water, I'm not afraid of storms
I'm on the right path now I'm not changing course
There's a lesson to be learned, gotta stay informed
Yeah there are past mistakes that I'm paying for
But even when I lose a battle I'm still waging war
I say these words, like I'm casting spells
Made the heat disappeared and attracted wealth
Still battling the demons that attacked my health
Still learning, went to reach out and ask for help
Still mastering the craft and enhancing sales
Still manifesting M's I'm not catching L's
Looked around and saw everybody standards fell
Yo, don't at me look at yourself
Yeah, I don't have to tell you all my situation
I'm not explaining what's behind my decision making
The dream I'm chasing's so big and intimidating
Like, it's even hard to articulate it
Fearing failure, and feeling anxious
I wake up and cold sweats with lyrics just feeling pages
This isn't entertainment it's my rehabilitation
All I have left is success as my vindication



Credits
Writer(s): Clint Lewis
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