Fall Back

When I met her I treated her like a side chick
All she ever wanted to be was my chick
Looking back it kind of defies logic
I never thought she'd be the woman I ride with
And if I tried I could never find a flaw in her
And from the rip it was something that I saw in her
I used to ask myself
Why ain't you courting her
Supporting her
It's like I'm caught in a trap
My main chick at the bottom of the map
And my heart still attached
She left to go to FAMU
You the one I ran to
Thought I could remain true
Baby but I can't
And on top of that
My trial was set to start in like a few months
I just wanted to sip some henny and smoke a few blunts

I couldn't be the type of man that you want
The shit that I was going through was too much
I just couldn't give my all to you
And for that I write this song to you
I made what was right seem wrong to you
And I know them lonely nights seemed long to you
A nigga went to trial and I blew
Shipped to that county jail
Sat in that cell, thought of you
So I called you collect
With all due respect
I hate you had to get your heart caught up in this mess
I said what do you suggest
She said baby I'ma ride
Couldn't talk her out of it
Believe me I tried
But her ass didn't listen
Embarked on this mission
Mama got a lawyer
He put in this petition
Shit getting real now
Gotta wait on this appeal now
And baby girl still down
Kites everyday
Visits every week
Money on the phone
Everything sweet
Assaulted a C.O
They sent me to the hole
Seventy-five days shorty played her role
Man, I love that woman with my heart and my soul
Thought that she would be my counterpart when I'm old
So I asked for her hand in marriage
She said yes we established
I said my heart
You could have it
Telling the story I kind of feel embarrassed
Cuz it was all good
Then it wasn't
All the mail it stop coming
No visits
No, nothing
Come to find out a man baby in her stomach
At the time I ain't know it though
She switched up
Inside I was hurting
Outside I ain't show it though
She would always say she felt stupid
Said I came to jail got on some new shit
When you was at home you wasn't exclusive
You never said you love me till you came to jail
Now you asking me to marry you
That's lame as hell
But I got it figured out
She got her friends in her ear
You know how women get when their friends in their ear
I think I'm starting to sense some revenge in the air
The ending is near
She then disappeared
We didn't speak for years
And then she reappeared
She decided to let me in on a secret
She felt like she could no longer keep it
She said she got a son and he's two
And the daddy ain't you
Damn, my worst fear is confirmed
Thinking to myself
I guess we all get a turn
Staring at the phone a nigga knees got weak
Up that whole night
I ain't need no sleep
She said she never meant to have a baby with this man
But she let him hit it raw
I don't understand
She hit me with some shit bout how the condom broke
Had me thinking bout that time shit with mine had broke
And I sent her to the store to get that plan B pill
How the fuck did plan A and plan B fail
I'm thinking to myself
Man this can't be real
Do she even give a fuck how she made me feel
She said she only did it cuz I'm fuckin with them bitches
And them bitches still writing me in jail
Well I'm sending back them letters and them pictures
You can take them bitches with ya
And I hope you and homie farewell

I know the way a nigga living was whack
But you don't get a nigga back like that
I know the way a nigga living was whack
But you don't get a nigga back like that
I know the way a nigga living was foul
But the way you did a nigga was wild
I know the way a nigga living was foul
But the way you did a nigga was wild

Man I know if y'all niggas
Y'all niggas did any stretch in jail y'all probably could relate to that story
We go in and got a gang of time
And we think these women built like that to ride out a bid