vandy f02

Was so excited to go here, to start a new year
No idea what I'll fear
Just knowing I've never been on a new frontier
New peers sit and drink beers, chasing buzzes, light years

Beginnings, no end is near
Grinning from ear to ear
Trying to hear how we can do this best now
No fun with Clue and Guess Who just run the chess now
Everything so fresh now
Start to find my tao

Wanna make my own way
But now the games too play changed
They just saying they want me to stay in a rigid frame
To freeze every feeling, extinguish the flame
Through which I became something not the same

For a while didn't know what to do
Feeling like I missed the cue
Lose myself getting sucked up in the goo
But I'm a kid want Nickelodeon slime
Looking for a way to shine that feels true to what's mine
But no one else is feeling you
But no one else appeals to you
You're moving in stealth, no one else is seeing you

Done with the chasing, done with the faking
Done with the faking, this my awakening
I have a place if I make it

Wanna go back to walks at night with my dad
Wanna go ask a question and feel like I'm glad
Free all my laughs to see what I have
Not sure who gets me, but I'mma ask

Wanna go back to walks at night with my dad
Wanna go ask a question and feel like I'm glad
Free all my laughs to see what I have
Not sure who gets me, but I'mma ask

Now I can bring him with me here
Read the book of hugs and release the tears
Keep it tucked in bed, in my dreams, remember all the years
Love never disappears, love never disappears
Spirit's still with me here

But still I'm just crying every time I'm trying to read it
The story's just pictures but I'm trying to feel it
You picked your story, I'm tryna exceed it
I'm standing outside myself to ecsta-see it
So you best believe I'm gonna recreate it when I see it

Wanna go back to walks at night with my dad
Wanna go ask a question and feel like I'm glad
Free all my laughs to see what I have
Not sure who gets me, but I'mma ask

Wanna go back to walks at night with my dad
Wanna go back to walks at night with my dad
Wanna go back to walks at night with my dad
But I'm stuck so I read the book of hugs until I'm a grad



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Writer(s): Tal Boger
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