Vice

I was walking feeling lifeless
Kneeling To my vices
My heart was cold as ice is
Hope you never see me like this
And it seemed enticing
Treating life like dices
And it became a crisis
When it claimed my writing

I was stinging, Producing venom, Like a viper
In the beginning, I was with em, then I striked em
I was swinging, Pining em, like a striker
I was clinging, to a thinking that wasn't righteous

A zoomer that grew round doomers
That sums how I maneuver
Had I realized a lil bit sooner
I could've killed this groomer
That was growing like a tumor
Cause what we thought was selling out?
They found a little bit cooler
Going straight to they medulla

Cause society wasn't accepting and that's why I felt neglected
Cause I couldn't speak my mind without ever being defined
Like he introverted, he aloof
He a liberal he a nuise
Oh you secular, irregular, on the regular

But I was becoming like em and that shit I ain't really like
And I remember I used to fight em fighting for some human rights
And I remember dropping tears I can count so many nights
So becoming like em would be the worse thing in life

So I apologize to y'all and I apologize to all
Cause I can't be accepted if I ain't accepting y'all
And I recall
All my faults
All my falls
It was false
But humans switch just like the leaves in the fall
And that's growth
What we promote
To keep the oath
To reap the oats of what we sow
That's what I chose
And I suppose
If I disclose
All my woes that arose
It goes to show
that coming off self-righteous wasn't even my goal
That being virtuous does not make me better
And that my vices can take over whenever
A Genius to some
Maniac to another
A heathen to some
And righteous to another