Fireish Soul

Them city lights brights built a Fireish soul
Never did they become distant when them nights grew cold
I try to write what's in my mind sometimes them thoughts too bold
I scratch it out double back an pray the last verse sold
They don't see you break your back
I know the grind gets tough
Spent too many days wearing smiles that bluff
Head spinning like a hundred spoke

I don't fuck with none of y'all and none of y'all would want the smoke
Hating on every color I use on my palette
How am I'm supposed to paint with no paint?
Label me poor wicked an malice
Im not aloud in your palice
An none of me gets allowance
They shoved me into the mud
Left me there with no love
He's tilted he grew unbalanced
Yet mounted so many mountains
Stop counting an came for blood
Fuck it they wanted war
I promise I want it more
I'll learn to do what it takes
Told me never stop trying
I'm learning through the mistakes

lately i've been trying
Back n forth fight myself i know the mind it gets ...

Back n forth fight myself i know my mind will get twisted
An form a knot
Build a plot that probably never existed
If he preach for it, hes going to reach for it
Look, he ohh losing sleep for it
Ain't no peace for him, still he ooze
If he push for it, he's going to push forward if he lose
If he preach for it, he going to reach for it
Look, he ohh losing sleep for it
Ain't no peace for him, still he ooze
If he push for it, he gon' push forward if he lose
They say it's lonely at the top
But what about the beginning
And if it's lonely right now
Is there an opposite ending?
If I'm surrounded by snakes
Will later on it be greats?
If the past kills the love
Does future flourish in hate?
told me never stop trying im learning through the mistakes

lately i've been trying
Back n forth fight myself
I know the mind it gets ...