Changes

When I started in this game
I was in it for the fame
Somewhere along the way
Something in me change
Felt like I needed to rap for people who felt the same
Native going thru some things
Looking for someone to blame
Mind, body, and spirit, man I felt drain
No motivation, I was in so much pain
Stayed in the same lane
Slowly going insane
Twisted thoughts filled my brain
I've been living in vain
I've been going crazy
Haven't been me lately
Everyday has been hazy
Why does God fucking hate me?

Wishing I could sleep at night
Instead of having a bottle in hand and having these demons to fight
Lord I want a peace of mind
About to grab that nine, lose a piece of mind
Lost a piece of mine, when they put my grandpa down for a long peaceful night
Grandma was next, wish I visited more
Now all this guilt is wrapped around my neck
Dropped and hit the floor
Looked up to the sky, asked why?
But it's just the circle of life
Cried as I said goodbye
My Life has been crazy
I've Been praying lately
But God hasn't answer
So I think he hates me

Need to change my life, but something gets in the way
Hoping and praying for a new day
But everything I see has hued grey
Kneeling down, joined hands trying to pray
But the man above has nothing to say
I need some changes
Life is sort of strange-ish
Been living brain sick
Mind is kind of twisted



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Writer(s): Landis Cly
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