Know Me

Pacing, in a room lit well
Enough for me to walk while I talk with self
Write that song, you don't need that phone, now you're on your own
And I'm lost at the crossroads
Looking in the mirror ought to have a trigger warning
But it seems routine while these thoughts are forming
I just call it midday obsession
So I'll take a quick glance then I'll ask these question
Am I my ego? Or do I just experience my ego?
And is he even my amigo?
I'm feeling evil, replaying the mistakes
And now the voice is letting me know "Man, I think you need to reload"
Now I'm looking at a glass half full
Just enough for me to swallow my pride filled capsule
Maybe this will give me the boost, to finally tell you the truth
Cuz I'm bashful
Rank my day from one to ten, sometimes I'd rather just pretend
Cuz no one really seems to know me
Sitting by myself again, I took a chance to let you in
But no one really seems to know me
End the day and take a walk, feels like I'm runnin out the clock
Cuz no one really seems to know me
Tough it out and brush it of, I'll give this life another shot
But no one really seems to know me
Think like this, don't speak or they'll judge you
Bite that tongue, just breath through the muzzle
Fake that smile so you don't seem troubled
Cuz if they knew the truth, no way they could love you
Running from the past, hoping no one asks
Tryna find another path, so I'm steppin on the gas
High beams on as I'm looking through the glass
I would give my left leg for some eye contact
How could I be melodramatic
If I don't even open up my mouth to let you know about the baggage
Or the struggles with the habits I've been stacking up on pallets
I've been tryna find a balance, this is just another balance
Of a dude who always kept his lips sealed, now he's cracking the seal
Reveal flaws, lemme tell you what's the deal
I'm a person tryna heal, if you're feeling how I feel
Maybe we can share something real
Rank my day from one to ten, sometimes I'd rather just pretend
Cuz no one really seems to know me
Sitting by myself again, I took a chance to let you in
But no one really seems to know me
End the day and take a walk, feels like I'm runnin out the clock
Cuz no one really seems to know me
Tough it out and brush it off, I'll give this life another shot
But no one really seems to know me



Credits
Writer(s): Ethan Hansen
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