Memento Mori I

Yeah, which part of the past am I in
Am I in the part where I was a kid
All happy and innocent
Or am I in the part where I felt nothing

And hurt all these women, yeah
All this confusion
Maybe both happened at the same time
But I was just living two different lives
Who knows

When I look in the mirror the person ain't the same
Things inside of my heart that I just can't explain
Feels like every single second I just hide my pain
I feel torn in two which may sound insane

But look, I've been going through hell
Wondering if my music is ever gonna sell
Writing these songs day after day, night after night
And no, I ain't taking no break

I'm being haunted by the older me
The ice cold is my memento mori
I killed him once and he came back to life
Memento mori when I pick up a knife

I'm feeling pressure and stress as I progress
With all this weight on my chest, I can't digress
I feel so depressed, a bird without a nest just feels so useless
No, they always try to crack my code with no antidote

But they'll never know that I'm a lonely soul
And it's a broken road in the blistering cold, yeah

I'm being haunted by the older me
The ice cold is my memento mori
I killed him once and he came back to life
Memento mori when I pick up a knife

I'm being haunted by the older me
The ice cold is my memento mori
I killed him once and he came back to life
Memento mori when I pick up a knife