What I Wanted

Tell me something I don't know
You told me it would get easier
But I've done everything I could've dreamed of
And I'm still lost

Check my phone and get a text
From a friend I thought was out of my life
I guess it's nice to see your voice
But I miss the days when you would
Call me

Why am I always reaching out first it seems
Do I not matter to you as much as you do to me?
It's like you're glad that I didn't stay
Like you're glad that we are 1000 miles away

Empty walls and busy streets
This is not the world that I grew up in
I kinda miss the smell of home
But I told you this was what I wanted

These thoughts consume me
This is not the life that I am used to living
And this air is not the air that I am used to breathing
I need someone to tell me where I'm going
Going now

Why am I always reaching out first it seems
Do I not matter to you as much as you do to me?
It's like you're glad that I didn't stay
Like you're glad that we are 1000 miles away



Credits
Writer(s): Cassidy Peterson
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