Scattered Dreams

My crystal ball shattered on the floor
All my wishes, my lies
All my worries I hide
For all to see
Scattered endlessly
Right in front of me
My treasures and disguises
My hopes and my worries
My needs and my insecurities
I had an instinct to hide it
And a thought to deny it
Well what a relief

I see it for the first time
I'm living in my scattered dreams

I feel it for the first time
What a relief

My curiosity got the best of my wouldn't stop
I wanted everything - and not all of it good for me

I tried to keep it all together
Finesse all my options
But only made falser harmonies
Now as i look down at the glass on the ground
And the blood on my hands and bruising knees
I can on smile cause that denial
Was just a relief

I see it for the first time
I'm living in my scattered dreams

I feel it for the first time
What a relief
I'm living in my scattered dreams

I was never ready for the consequence i face along this path
All the pent up anguish id lament until it broke inside my hand

And now the doors have open and
And i don't know where ill land as i walk through them

What a relief

I feel it for the first time
I'm living in my scattered dreams

I see it for the first time
I'm living in my scattered dreams

I feel it for the first time
What a relief

I'm living in my scattered dreams

What a relief