Ghostwrite

I've lost and can't find myself
You've made me maliciously compelled
Now this malleability dwells
Like a premature farewell
My only life line is this ghostwrite
And as I wrote under moonlight
My only life line is this ghostwrite

Most days I don't recognize myself
I've stopped eating, it hasn't helped
And I keep asking myself
Do I really want what I see
Or is that just who they want me to be
Blurred lines between myself
And how I want to be perceived

I've lost and can't find myself
You've made me maliciously compelled
Now this malleability dwells
Like a premature farewell
My only life line is this ghostwrite
And as I wrote under moonlight
My only life line is this ghostwrite

I've been talking to myself in the shower
I've been pacing my room
I've been thinking about how much you'd like
The me I've made up for you

And I'm convinced if you knew who was talking
You wouldn't be
And I can't seem to get a grip on reality

And I keep making this ghostwrite
I keep losing track of time
I keep becoming someone I can't like
I keep making this ghostwrite
I keep losing track of time
I keep becoming someone I can't recognize

I keep singing about the dead so much
Cause I feel like every part of me's gone
I keep singing about the dark so much
Cause that's what my fear tends to feed on
I keep singing about you so much
Cause I can't seem to move on
And I keep singing about disasters so much
Cause that's what I've become



Credits
Writer(s): Sophie Burford
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